Yeah, its been a while
idk i just need to sort out my thoughts and figured this used to work so why not try it
So im like feeling all these fucking feelings and i dont kno what to do
Im scared, pissed, angry, sad, confused, and worst of all i feel helpless
I just dont kno
Its like my lifes a fucking roller coaster
One day i love my life and the next day ( Read more... )

I really do hate obnoxious people
with a fiery passion
But im reading a really good book
and i cant tear myself from its pages
This weekend was pretty fun i suppose
i dont feel like writing about it though
Oh and i miss my sister a lotttttt
i just miss having someone i can talk to about everything and anything
yeahhhhh

So how long has it been?
Yeah like forever
Christmas was great
I love being with my family and they never cease to amaze me
New years was a pretty good time
I like kind of being able to start new every year you kno?
My New Years resolution is flossing everyday
Needless to say ive fucking rocked that goal
And then of course i have a secret one,
Im ( Read more... )

So Christmas is in 4 days
Kinda excting
But i hate to say im more excited for no school
I like seeing people all giddy for things like christmas
Idk i just get more happy seeing other people happy i guess
Hopefully it'll snow a lot more over break
Cuz i havent got to play in the snow yet
And like I said before everyone loves the snow (well ALMOST ( Read more... )

 To start,
Snow brings out the litte kid in all of us
I dont care how much you say you hate the cold and snow,
When you wake up in the morning to see a beautiful sparkling white all over everything you smile,
Its doesnt matter who you are, the shapes the ice makes and the way the snow falls puts a smile on your face no matter what
Oh and then how ( Read more... )

Yup
So this weekend kinda sucked
Friday after practice went out to Olgas with Jill Mel and Nico
We saw JJ and Tocco
They are so cute working!!!
Then Mel Jill and I walked around a bit
I had to be home relativly early to get ready
Had a volleyball fundraiser
Always fun selling shit to drunk people
bahaha
Umm saturday schrimage
Then after i went out ( Read more... )

Well breaks been decent
A lot of lazyness and sleeping...
Both of which i was in great need of
So lets see.
Wendsay i had practice- i love practices, i dont even kno why but i do
Then i came home and slept till like 7
After that i watched some tv with my sister :)
I miss being able to just lay on the couch with her
Then um i took a lovely bath, it ( Read more... )

Hmm its been a while
Looks like im pretty much a big fat slacker :)
Um nothing really has been going on
Just a lot of laying around and hang out with my lovers
You kno how it goes
Volleyball started
Im excited for the season
I like all the girls a lot and we should be pretty damn good
So yeah thats been going on a lot with practices everyday
But its ( Read more... )

Fun weekend...
I love my friends
<3

Hmm so this weekend was fun
Friday-
Came home from school and layed around
Umm got reready and waited for Jason to call
Then went and picked up Alyssa and Melissa
We went to see Jarhead
It was a pretty good movie
Then a bunch of us went to B-dubs
It was a good time
Jill and Kyle met us up there too
Yeah then i went home
Talked online a bit then ( Read more... )