i didn't update since that last day...that last day i updated, i went home and had a letter. as of today i have five and he sent me 2 flowers. they were weeds he was picking which honestly, i think, make it sweeter. sadly one of the flowers didn't make it but i have the other one taped to the wall ( Read more... )

he tried to do it again. i am pretty sure i should say something but what? i mean, i honestly have very little friends...because most people annoy me and i stop talking to people ALOT. but i like hanging out with him and talking with him... i just don't want him to get this... idea ( Read more... )

stephen has been gone for a week today. i haven't heard a word from him. it drives me absolutely up a fucking wall because i have been writing him every day like he asked me to do, i even put an envelope, adressed and stamped and a empty sheet of paper in there so he could write me back. i even put a sudoku in every letter i wrote to him I JUST DON ( Read more... )

i hope you tell your new best friend all the horrible over dramatic things that i have done to you. i hope you tell your new best friend how much you triumphed. i hope you tell your new best friend how cool you sounded and how punked i was. i hope they care. i hope it makes you feel better ( Read more... )

Wow. I am glad that I did not delete this...

I feel like an out of body experience... I recently lived the life of a wife-person and a mother-person. Down to Earth, working for everything even if it burned me out. Then, recently my relationship came to a destined end. No worries though, everything is awesome in the way that I look at everything in ( Read more... )

this journal is now discontinued. it seems as if everyone's lives are taking hold...i only kept this journal because of my undying laziness to transfer my friends list to my new account (of which i enjoy more than this one). so, this one shall be discontinued and i dobt that many will mourn. i am still not transferring the friends list...actually ( Read more... )

ok...i am going to make an uncle of Bar. he is going to be 25, a tad older than my brother but he has to be, i think, to make it alittle more appropriate ( Read more... )

oh well...here goes the climax...hahaha, well sorta. here, i just won't tell all that went into this so you still don't know what is happening. good ( Read more... )

ok...this is because i know no one reads my actual livejournal, i am writing this here... um... as we might not all know... i had alittle too much wine yesterday. so, if you got a text message, an im, a call,...i hope that is everything. from me, and it was...um...intresting, i apologize ( Read more... )

ok, i just went to go see harry potter (i know, by damn time!) and i have realized that i am going to have a teacher...don't know where, don't know how...but this teacher will beat the hell outta students. the way that snape fixed his cuffs before (which by the way, i thought he was going to slam their heads together or slam them into the desk ( Read more... )