I miss Nathan. No-one is like him. He is so different from anyone else and it sucks. I wish it was easier to replace people but it's actually super hard. I just get lonely sometimes.

Nathan came back. I'm not even sure what to think about that. He came back. He wasn't supposed to be bak untill November and after not talking to me and leaving me high and dry, he came back. And even worse he wasn't even the one who told me he came back. A girl I work with saw him at the Y. Where I work. What? Did he think i was too stupid to ( Read more... )

I just can't stop thinking about this guy. It's such a problem. He is super cute and really nice but i just don't want to get hurt. at all. this weekend and last night was so good and he drijves me CRAZY!! ugggggggggggg!!

This weekend was Amazing.

Well I got back from Hawaii today and I must say that I miss it already. I am thinking about going there for my second two years of school. Transfering to University of Hawaii would be pretty sweet !! Anyways ugg we have school tomorrow. Shoot me now.


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Sometimes things can make an okay day go so so so bad so quickly. I wrote Nathan an email. I basically asked him what was up and stuff. I guess I was too hopefull. I duno. I like him so much that it's actually painful to think about him. But I can't waste anymore time when he doesn't care about me in return. Why give your heart to someone that ( Read more... )

This weekend was so out of control.  Seriously I was so fucked up for most of it. Which was good. I'm about to go cook some pad thai for one of my friends, which is always good. Ugg things are so complicated sometimes. I miss Nathan so so so bad but i've kind of given up. I haven't heard from him in a long time. This weekend i met someone, not that ( Read more... )

Sometimes it's better when people just don't talk at all. I think everyone should live by the saying, "If you can't say something nice then don't say anything at all." Our world would be so much happier. I can't wait for spring break. Hawaii is going to be so much fun. I am counting down. A week break from my family in one of the best places on ( Read more... )