Why is it whenever I go back to my hometown, I feel like a freak on display? I got to church or the store or wherever and I feel like everyone's staring - wondering what kind of idiot I am. Maybe it's because I've been away so long. I haven't felt a part of that town for a long time - it feels like maybe I never was. Maybe because it's a small town ( Read more... )

I just can't find a happy place this month. I can't go home because my stupid sister is hogging everything there. Work sucks ass big time. I never have a enough for ME. I just want a way to escape and can never find one. Aaaardh ( Read more... )

Coming to work every day just makes me so sad. I feel like I could be doing so much more with my life than working a crappy retail job with people I can't stand. I keep trying to find new jobs, but it's so hard. Nobody wants me. I'm just not good enough for anything it seems. I don't want to be stuck in this job for the rest of my life. I feel like ( Read more... )

I sometimes wonder if there are alternate universes. Maybe in there alternate realities I'm a doctor, a teacher, a rock star, an actress, a baker or a zoologist. Maybe in those other worlds, I'm married with kids or divorced or engaged or single or gay or adopting. Maybe I've already lived a thousand lives and I don't know it ( Read more... )

Not much as changed for me lately. Still with the same crap retail job with the same awful people and the same awful customers. Nothing ever changes. Things have gotten a bit better - I have internet now and a computer again. Beyond that ( Read more... )

Another new year has begun. 2015. Man, I feel like we should be driving hovercrafts and wearing gravity boots. Instead, we're all stuck in lame jobs, killing the planet and getting bogged down by technology ( Read more... )

Well, TV premiere week is almost at an end and it's been crazy ( Read more... )

Well, I'm enjoying the new week of premieres on TV. So far it's been a blast - "Gotham" was great. It's a cop show meets comic book. There are villains we recognize (Penguin and Poison Ivy and Riddler and Catwoman) but in early forms. There are new villains (Fish Mooney) and thugs to deal with as well. It mainly revolves around Det. James Gordon, ( Read more... )

Ok, it's not winter yet, but everyone's predicting an early winter. I mean, Calgary had it's shortest patio season ever. Custer state park had 7 inches of snow the other day. We had a week of barely 60 degree weather and everyone's ready to cry that the sky is falling. I'm just enjoying the weather now. I'm not looking forward to the snow. At least ( Read more... )

The new Doctor has come and Stephen Moffat has effed it up again ( Read more... )