I've applied for a couple of more jobs. Things seem to be slowly looking better. They always say it's darkness before the dawn. Maybe I'm finally starting to see a little bit of sunlight on the morning hills. Anyway, I've learned, LJ, not to complain about life on fbook anymore. Nobody cares! Or they get brought down by my problems. From now on, I' ( Read more... )

Work is cutting my hours, I can't get another job, I don't qualify for a freaking deferment of my student loans. I have no money. I'm scared shitless. I'm mad that I can't even afford food or anything. I can't move for six more months! It's not freaking fair. I just don't know what I"m going to bloody do ( Read more... )

Now I'm back in major job searching mode...and there's less than nothing out there! What the crap? Before every bank and/or store was hiring, now I can't find anything. What's with this? Just when I need even another part-time job, I've got nothing ( Read more... )

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So I quit the pharmacy job that in was in my store. I just couldn't handle the pressured, the confinement, the cliqueness of the workers - I felt that even after a year I couldn't handle it ( Read more... )

Got the new job as a pharmacy tech. Am not super thrilled. I don't know what I'm doing, I get yelled at for screwing up on an hourly basis and just feel in the way. To make matters worse, I haven't even gotten my raise yet. So basically, I can't afford food or anything - let alone new clothes for this job. And I feel like a GIANT loser for not ( Read more... )

Am slightly scared. Have a job interview at the pharmacy dept at work. Problem is, I don't really like too many people over there. They're lazy and too occupied with their own business. Also, work just got hella depressing with these new changes. Apparently, i must now be a Captain Peacock instead of a Miss Brahms or Miss Slocume or even a Mr. ( Read more... )

Last night I had a Dustin Hoffman double-feature (just randomly) via netflix. I watched "Straw Dogs" and "Kramer vs Kramer". After watching these, and "All the Presidents' Men" (which I've seen before), I realized how good Hoffman was in the '70's. He's still a good actor today, but the last 15 yrs or so he hasn't been at the level he was in the ' ( Read more... )

Some days I wonder if I'm worth anything at all. I mean, I feel like I'm stupid at everything. I'm crap helping at the parents' farm. I'm only ok baker/cook. I'm only a so-so crocheter. I can't ride a bike or drive a car. I've never been to another country. My big dream/wish is to be a writer and I'm too chicken to even try. What am I good for ( Read more... )

So, my new favorite show is "Miss Fisher's Murder Mysteries". It's an Austrailian show about a private detective and it's set in the '20's. It's set during my fave decade, so I would have loved it anyway, if it didn't have such fun characters. The second season (or series) as started in Austraila and am so jealous! I want to watch it so bad! Who ( Read more... )