I think I'm happy right now. I've made a couple friends since in Portland, and I've been going out every day, talking to people and walking the streets. I couldn't see myself anywhere else right now. I can't be in Orono, it's summer, and I know that I will never live at my mom's house ever again ( Read more... )

I'm in Portland now. How is it? Well that's a great question ( Read more... )

It's summer vacation. I've known this was coming, but it's finally kicked in. Truthfully, I don't know how I feel about that. Yes, school is stressful, so is working, but I will definitely miss campus. How is it that I really start to feel at home on campus and make close friends with people right before I leave ( Read more... )

Here's an update ( Read more... )

So I am excited for tomorrow. After I get my ass out of bed, it's to Portland we go! Register for class, talk to our bosses, and then to a party. I wish I didn't take a nap at 8 at night.

I'm really happy today. I can't stress that enough. I don't know why.

Is something wrong with me? Because I'm beginning to wonder.

Well, here goes. Again. Fuck it. Fuck, fuck, fuck.

I haven't been upset/depressed in awhile. I can feel when it's going to happen. It's like it's knocking on the door, and if I try to keep it from coming in, it just ends up seeping in somehow a few days after that. But this last time it only lasted a couple of days, and was not as bad as usual. I've just been happier lately. Everything in my ( Read more... )

I got drunk last night. It was fun. I fell on the floor in my room, in the doorway, in the hallway on the fourth floor, and on the stairs outside after I told Steph that I wanted to fight her. I also got into a deep conversation about my name with a lot of people because I thought it was a funny name and I got confused about what my name was at ( Read more... )