so of coure plans fell through again waiting on 3 differnt calls that never came all ngiht.
but worst of all i was the same i let a good friend down.
whether i had control over the situation or not.
we can't change ourselves or others, what a sad state of affairs. i want to change.

so i'm thinking of becoming a writer/interpretive dancer ( Read more... )

i think my mother and i are getting along a lot
better since i've moved out in its own way that was
worth everything. i decided to clean up my act, and those
that know me know what that means. i'm turning my life around
one day at a time cuz thats as much as i can take it by.

school is starting soon and the hope of furthering ( Read more... )

my dad thinks i'm a whore because apprently its not "right"
to live with your boyfriend of 5 and 1/2 yeeears. w/e i moved out and now
i live with him anyways. so there.

so it has been a really rough weekend and beginning of the week.
i feel distant from a lot of my friends lately and i hate that.
plus all the problems with which my boy is going through now.
in a few hours we have to go bail him out of jail.
i never went to bed tonight and it really sucks, stayign up all
night was a really bad idea.

my uncle died which was really tough but i'm starting to ajust, the funeral actually helped me a lot ( Read more... )

the end of the year is right around the corner ( Read more... )

wrecked my car.
i'm really pissed.
luckily i got an amazing boyfriend and the best freinds!

so i feel fucking depressed.
and i don't know why.