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As if Uo-san calling me "Aki" wasn't bad enough Hanajima-san commented that Tohru's mother would probably have called me "Aki-chan." Then Hanajima-san reconsidered and thought she would have called me "Kito-kun." I'm not sure which is more degrading. And apparently it's catching on. Tohru called me Aki and her friends now address me as Kito-kun. I' ( Read more... )

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"You've made yourself sick again," were the first words out of Hatori's mouth when I came home last night, exausted and shivering. I hate that tone he uses with me when I don't follow his orders. If I choose to walk home it's my business. I'm tired of being treated like a child.

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That girl's words are both so comforting and so painful. It's so much easier to go on thinking that my family will be glad when I am finally dead. If I believe that then it's not so hard to accept that I am dying. To invest in the hope that the curse could be broken will only lead to disappointment and sorrow. It's better to just accept it. She ( Read more... )

I hear what they say about me when they think I'm asleep or shut safely away in my room. Oh yes I hear them. They call me cruel, sadistic, hateful, bitter... Why shouldn't I be bitter? I have every right to be! I die so they can live and they distance themselves from me. None of them want to watch me die so they abandon me. Yuki tried to do the ( Read more... )