So I'm pretty horrible at ever updating and I don't even know if anyone I know reads this anymore, BUT, here's a quick update ( Read more... )

I feel hopeful and am positive about the future of our country! It's been a long time since I have said that. As a southerner who has heard more racism and hatred than any one person ever needs to hear, I am moved by the spirit of ths US and touched by how far our country has come. There is hope. God is still alive and speaking loudly; as was ( Read more... )

Yes, it is much easier to post when upset, but I have nowhere to turn ( Read more... )

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I'm pretty sure my self esteem has dropped about 100 notches since I've come home for break. I feel like a disgusting, ugly blob. I'm lonely was hell. I don't know anyone in this town. I miss feeling wanted. I miss feeling like I have someone to turn to. And I sure as hell miss having anyone to talk to. Sitting at my home by myself followed ( Read more... )

I just don't understand. When Mike and I broke up, I felt such a surge of freedom. Finally, I was no longer restrained by what I was trying to force myself to feel. For the first time in a long time, I felt that I was being true to myself, true to my feelings. So why am I so miserable now ( Read more... )

It's totally better for him and I know that, but it's really difficult just straight up losing my best friend. I'm doing fine with the breakup - it was needed - but I totally miss him.

My God I need someone....or a hug or a smile or something...

http://kevan.org/johari?name=Embolee

Do that for me, please :-)

The Dixie Chicks' new CD touches my soul in places that I cannot even explain. I feel like every song was created just for me. The first song, though, gives me lots of motivation to keep going. But, I'm still having just troubles just getting through each day. Here's the song ( Read more... )