course why do I even bother anyways, nobody reads these. kinda like praying to god I guess. You don't hear and answer but you keep on talking cuz someone hasn't told you to shut the fuck up ( Read more... )

WTF? I havnt posted here for so long and I'm kinda glad cuz nobody reads this shit anyways. I'm depressed again, it's a mild valley in my mood but it makes sense cuz the last month I'd been working my ass off so a depression was kind of inevitable. I'm riding it nicely though, got high on friday with my band and some other buddies which was nice ( Read more... )

Hello all, working as an electrician is starting to become a major part of my life whether I want it to or not. Some of the guys I talk to there say they start dreaming/ having nightmares about their work (like one "we've got inspection tomorrow and we have to pull wire and tie in the pannel" which takes like 2 days working at a comfortable pace ( Read more... )

hello all, just got back from church, it was cool cuz we had a guest rev today and a new organist (not sure if he was a guest too). Today is fathers day, but it's really hard for me to grasp the concept of what it really is. could be another greeting card thing, but I mean what it's suppose to symbolize is taking pressure off of a man who has ( Read more... )

i'm bored for once in about 4 days cuz I ahve time off ( Read more... )

wow 3rd day in a row of 12 hour days so I got to work 2 extra hours, nice reward eh? Fuck!! this is either going to make me really good at my job or destroy me. we're so behind that my supervisor called in all these other shops to help with the current project we're on now. I thought Carlos was pissed at me for making so many screw ups but it ( Read more... )

Well, first day back and I work over time till 7pm, fuck. This is gonna be just like last week in that I 'll have rareley any time to do anything. what sucks even more is I'm really isolated on a day to day basis, I talk to my friends and all but I'm still missing haveing a girlfriend ( Read more... )

wow, what a week. I worked 13 hours of over time (tha'ts a 53 hour week). made tons of money though (compared to what I would've made in a week). It's really strange, some days I love my job and others I hate it, some days I even love it and hate it at the same time. the thing about it is that I'm rarely ever bored because there's something ( Read more... )

today was pretty cool, It would be fucking awesome if I knew what I was doing this morning rather than stumbling around trying to pull wire in this house. Not only that, I missed all these boxes on the walls and like 2 light fixtures. Carlos puts up with alot of my shit and hasn't yet beat the living hell out of me for fucking up. I'm amazed at ( Read more... )

wow today was long, eventful, and I can't remmber a god damned thing before the last 2 hours!! I worded 12 horus today, 8 regular and 4 over time so I got 4$ extra per hour (time and a half from 8 bucks which is my reg wage). anyways, it was good cuz Carlos taught me some more about wiring up houses and shit. The really cool part is before we ( Read more... )