we're back out to sea... thank god!! man... what a experience... i'm so glad we're leaving though... i met this girl there and went out with her a few times... she cried when i told her i was leaving... made me kinda sad too... not really though. moving on... i again spent all my money, gad dabbit... i got 4 more pay periods though before i get ( Read more... )

korea.... ooooo they women here are alot hotter than japan atleast... so yea i drank last night... even though i said i wasnt going to. so im gonna stand people's duty days so i dont go off drinking. got some good pictures last night though... not much else is new missin home... well diesel nussles catch you on the flip

well... japan has been awesome... not quite how i expected but cool none the less... im ready to leave though... thursday night i pretty much made a COMPLETE IDIOT of myself infront of like half the boat, after downing a bottle of vodka and who knows what else.... OH well... so i'm not going to drink to black out anymore, or atleast try not to... ( Read more... )

the new cheif of the boat sucks... the ventilation where i sleep is fucked up... i've been lifting every day though so it hasent been too bad. i can't wait till i go to a school, i hate this boat... being a non-rate and all... anywho... to watch i go

yeehaw, i'm underway... in the ocean ooooo.. rocking back and fowarth... ooooo... i can feel cabin fever kicking in AAALLLLREADY... can't wait for those japan chicas... woo wooo... anyway catch yall in a few months with the rare posting.

uuuuhhhhh... hope your cinco de mayo was as drunken as mine. cheers.

i... hate... my anxiety.... how i turn something so little into something so big... when it really doesnt matter... i hate it.. i really do... but no matter how many times i'll tell myself 'it doesn't matter'... i still catch myself in the storm of delusions that i conjure up in my brain. maybe it's normal... maybe other people have the same ( Read more... )

silly silly girls... i swear... oh atleast i still know how to respect them. spending too much focus on women lately i've concluded. it's been draining me too much. so back to being carefree, too bad for them. so i put my name on the A school list today... it'll take a week or so to process then time will be ticking away till i'm virginia bound! ( Read more... )

interesting weekend... lets see if i can remember it all.. aah yes.. friday night me and ben bouce out to mia's to go to a party. well the girl i like there is there and yadda yadda... anyway a whole shitpot of guys show up and there's no women... so everyone is bitchin and complainin... im getting tired of hearing them bitch and moan so i go pick ( Read more... )

well let's see... this week has been long... working late all week sucks. nothing like pulling 12 hour days baby, wooo.. yea so the girl i liked i think i pissed off... guess that happens when you see her for the next time and you have hickies all over you that aren't hers... oh well... i'll just blame the alcohol, tell her we didn't have sex and ( Read more... )