new year's a commin.. woo woo.. aloha state has been great.. can't complain a bit. it's weird how life turns out eventually... ever since i was a little kid i've wanted to live here... now i am... always wanted to go to alaska... now i'm going... always wanted to go to japan, i'll be there too eventually... it kinda blows my mind how my dreams have ( Read more... )

damn it's good to be home... but i'm ready to leave... i went to the hate breed concert last night. ran into joe and his girlfriend, it was really good to see him. i left about half way through the show though, i was getting tired. having time off and being back at home reminds me of what life was like before i left... i guess that's one of the ( Read more... )

and another chapter in my life complete and done with.... a bit depressing how fast life is going by these days... and strange how i'm turning out, i feel like i've matured a life time since 9 weeks ago. uncharted roads ahead... with god as my guide i'm gonna stride it out.

"yeah, it's fine ( Read more... )

fun weekend... little bit of everything in it... i went to a country bar -gasp- yeeehawwwww.... it was fun none the less... i leave monday... thank you jesus... well........ oh how much more i could write... but really i lack the motivation to do so... and i will probably be regretting it later in life when i come back to read this and be like... ( Read more... )

rain is falling... lightning is flashing.... yeaaaaaaaaaaa k bed now buh bye

good times in texas

last night chilled with john and derin... had a fuckin blast.. met an awesome girl blair... too bad i'm off to the coast guard in 12 days... rachele was crying on the phone to me ealier... i hate hearing her cry... anyways... catch yall on the flip

yes... it's all just a memory... yesterday... last month... five years ago... that's all it is... i hate it... i hate all of this.. i truly do.... to sit here in this bag of flesh... it disgusts me... the things i have done... what have i become? i used to have such pride in who i was... now, i'm just another worthless wandering soul.. i hate it ( Read more... )

i live for the night i'll never remember with the friends i'll never forget

in some countries, prison is where they send their failures.
in this country society itself is failing.

it took forever... now it's at a dead sprint... the anticipation is almost too much... i hope it will be easy to let go