So it's done for good. Steve and I are no longer anything. I want to be his friend, but he acts differently towards me. I don't believe it's good for him to talk to me, to hear from me, and I don't think it's doing me any good either. It hurts a lot right now, just knowing that nothing can ever come. But I know it is the right decision. It will ( Read more... )

jodi said it best.

sunrisexsunset3 (10:02:25 PM): i'm like so unhappy i can't even feel sad
Skatingpantz8713 (10:04:11 PM): numbish?
sunrisexsunset3 (10:04:22 PM): i suppose.

I'm unhappy. Work isn't good. I feel like i'm in a terrible relationship with someone and they're breaking up with me soon. Sarah is distant, there isn't a phone in my hands, and I'm an overpaid barista at the msu union. I'm not loving anyone. I'm moving in a week, cannot wait. But as for now, i want to hiude in my room and just listen to damien ( Read more... )

I'm moving out May 8th. I just lost my phone and have decided that I'm just going to wing it until Mo gets me my new one soon. It should probably be tomorrow but it definately wont be, let me tell you ( Read more... )

i'm with jodi and i'm gassy =/

A lot of things are on my mind!

Mate can be brewed cold! I'm in love with this tea <3 ( Read more... )

I got my taxes done. finally ( Read more... )

So I'm moving out. Dover's Crossing. I'm not sure how this is going down, but i need house warming presents from all of you. I love kitchen utensils <3 I need a garlic press for sure. <3 thanks ( Read more... )

It hurts to see my dad drunk. he's my favorite person, but when he's drunk it's like he's never loved me before. like when someone has amnesia and they can't remember you at all, except they intentionally lost their memory, it didn't happen by chance, it happened by choice ( Read more... )

so i feel as if nothing i say is valid. maybe i talk too much? but no one cares. and i guess that isn't true they hear it, they feel it, but they just can't bear to put it into action. it's like i've planmted a seed of thought, but it just takes time. and i'm impatient ( Read more... )