I just dont know what to do anymore. I fell for someone whos leaving for the airforce. hes such an amazing guy. and i could totally spend the rest of my life w/ him. we joke all the time how we'll get married and have kids and stuff like that. but we both know that that could happen, and if it did itd be great. but then i fell for his best friend. ( Read more... )

i am literally bored to tears. i dont even have anything to say. well for some reason i looked thro my scrapbook. and came across the memories of HIM. i still dont know whether or not i should be friends w/ him. i've been trying to do this "friends" thing for over 7 months. its not working for me. it never did. i dotn want to end the friendship ( Read more... )

Today i made this journal. i know not many people will be faitful readers, but oh well. i have some firends...well i dont know if all of them are truly firends. like one of my best firneds had a party recently and invited someone she never talks to over me...thats lovely! thanks alot! i have alot of issues. i still cant get over loosing my first ( Read more... )