What the fuck do I think I'm doing anymore?!?! I'm going to get my self fucked in the end I can feel it coming.

My word of the month is ....

Karma - 
1.Hinduism, Buddhism. action, seen as bringing upon oneself inevitable results, good or bad, either in this life or in a reincarnation: in Hinduism one of the means of reaching Brahman. Compare bhakti ( ( Read more... )

I did something to try and make me forget/except something that happened but I think I fucked up by doing it cause I crave it all the time now and I want to stop but part of me just wants to let go of everything and run wild with it and everything else and be crazyly free. I need to find a stable way to keep some structure in my crazy mixed up self ( Read more... )

I don't know what I'm doing anymore. Somebody help me :-/

He's gone :'-(

If I go by NH time instead of Hawaii time then it's the most bestest Husband in the whole wide world's birthday now .... since 230am NH time soooo ....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDEL MY LOVE!!!!!!!!

he he he's not going home without me :-) .... I'm a bitch and selfish but he's mine so I guess it might be okay lol :-D

Today my Daddy turns 50 years old. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!

OH and Happy Birthday to my older sister Robin, she's 27 today .... I think it's 27. lol

He's going home without me .... because I got a job and can't take the time off. I wanna go home :-( Anyone want to come keep me company while he's gone? He's also got training stuff all month of July .... Someone should come to Hawaii and keep me company .... please.

My brother's girlfirend is pregnant again :-/ .... I don't like her .... She's a bad mother .... Sadly enough I'm not the only one who thinks/knows that she's a bad mother. I wish my brother would leave her and take his kids with him!