Dispite all that is going on...I think Im healing slowly.
I cleaned my room and my apartment, and Ive kept it clean. Ive been cleaning my dishes and keeping up with myself. I havent done laundry yet but that will get done on saturday when I ll be alone for the day. Everyone is shooting this weekend except me so I ll be home doing laundry. I may ( Read more... )

Its been a year...
a little over a year since my last entry, when life seemed just to be begining...now...life has come to a halt.
Everything I loved and everything I took a risk for came crashing down. Its all out of my hands. I cant descrbe whats going on. I gave her everything, I gave her my life, my heart, my soul. I gave all I had to give. I ( Read more... )

So now its doubt, now its come down to the part that I didnt want to come but I knew would. I dont know what else to do except wait for what you have to say. I hope I hope I hope its what I want to hear. I hope you can see that I am taking the risk and I want to and that you mean something to me and I want this so bad. I m here, I wanna be here, I ( Read more... )

Jack

Kelly

Coke

SoCo.

Lol.

Your Beautiful...

I start shooting my documentary today!

whoo!

I dont do this. 
I dont feel this way often. I dont know what it is, but something tells me its about time. I havent felt this way in so long, it feels good. but I dont do this. 
I dont sit with someone for seven hours and do nothing but watch tv and talk. I dont invite someone over to my house to watch a movie and actaully watch the movie. I dont ( Read more... )

I start class tomorrow and I am not looking foward to it. Thats sad considering it s documentary and thats what I wanna do. O well. Cant do anything about that. I have been super tired and sleepy today, not to mention I have had a sinus headache all day so that doesnt help. I hate talking to this guy, he wont leave me alone, hes in El Paso, no its ( Read more... )

I'm broke but I'm happy ( Read more... )

Sometimes, well most of the time I dont know how to explain myself too well. I cant seem to put things into words correctly. I write like a champ but talk like a fool. Its true, dont say Im wrong. So I was in Rhode Island this weekend visiting Eugenia and I had fun. I liked being away from here. Its funny, I have come to dislike Cali like EP. Dont ( Read more... )

I would say that I am a pretty good person. I didnt used to think so. I used to think that I was a horrible person and I didnt deserve friends or good people to be around me. But I grew out of that stage and now I think I am a food person and I try my hardest to be a good friend...but I dont think I am a good person in general. Its really hard to ( Read more... )