When was the last time you ( Read more... )

Interestingly enough, My relatively new relashonship is pulling old baggage out. It has exploded into my room and is waist deep so I can't move. However, we are working through it together. He listens to me patiently. Helping me heal wounds so old I had forgotten them. Boy is this going to be an interesting ride.....

Em

I've always had a problem with yelling. As a kid, I was yelled at a lot by my step father in a not so wholesome way. This continued to be a problem as an adult. mainly with Scott. I just figured oiut why I shut down emotionally now when I get yelled at. Its cause I used to freeze as a kid. And thats all I'm doing now. Just in a more adult ( Read more... )

Yes he went back home. Life is now back to its boring state. Thankfully its only going to be 3 months or so before he moves down here with me. The first few nights were hard after he left. But i'm doing a bit better now. I'm sure there are going to be more hard nights ahead of me. But i'm up for the challange. Physical activity helps, but my ( Read more... )

Chris is in town!!!! So please pardon me if I'm not answering phone calls immediately or even going out of my way to chat or update. Please be patient. For the record hes only in town for another 5 days. Five more Blissful days!~ :P Anyways... I'm having a marvelous time.

later`

Em

Ack! I'm sick. I caught a cold. But thats not stopping me from seeing my kids tomorrow! I just hope I don't get them sick. I really miss my kids. I can't wait to go over there and play with them. Perhaps some coloring and playdoh!? Not this paycheck, (NO extra money, I mean its already spent) but the next, Chris and I are going to take them ( Read more... )

Alright. I'm not sure what to say. But more happens everyday so I guess I should start. I'm sad that I can't be with the one I love right now. I'm sad cause I have to wait for my truest hearts desire. And what is that you ask? Chris in my life. Not just a vacation. Not just 4 days, or 2 weeks. But to come home and touch his face. My best ( Read more... )

I had the most wonderful time of my whole life! I didn't want to leave. I cried, I laughed. I've found my Karma. My match. Jack is alive and well and apparently lives in Seattle. Down to the fucking bunions!
Anyways... I'll write more about this later...

Em

Only one more week! *bounces up and down excitedly* Honestly! This trip could be the most important thing to ever happen to me. Its all happening so fast and has a mind of its own. I've really been trying to slow down and take things one day at a time with this man. Hes been my friend for years. I can tell him anything. ANYTHING!~ He always ( Read more... )

I booked my flight, hotel, and car for Seattle!~ I'm leaving the 7th, and returning the 11th, well technically the 12th at 12:01 am. WOOOOOOWEEEE!~ What a rush. I haven't had a vacation in YEARS!

Em