Okay so I just found out that someone I would have called a friend, Had a heartattack last December. And I didn't know about it cause my phone number got changed, and I didn't have my pc up and running since like October. They totally think I DELIBRATELY shoved them out of my life. And thats not what I did at all. I couldn't get my PC up and ( Read more... )

Okay Just did that weirdo My Space thing so I could contact some old high school buddies. Why don't I just go to the reunion next year you ask? Cause almost none of my friends were IN my class. Most of the poeple I went to school with were dicks. With the exception of a few. Penny Dunn was always cool. I had friends in my own class. I just ( Read more... )

So I had this dream last night. Anyone out there good with Tarot? In the dream I saw three witches. One of which gave me a tarot reading. In which she simply flipped cards without a spread. The frist card was the lovers. then came the 5 of hearts, 2 of hearts, 8 of hearts, 10 of hearts, 4 of swords (spades) and 3 of pentacles (clubs)and last ( Read more... )

Well, I'm back! The trip was.... well it was like being stuck in a sardine can and let out once a night for 6 hours of sleep.... and getting to wash my hair with a bar of soap once a night for 5 days... Joy ( Read more... )

So I'm all dressed up. Ready to go, And my plane doesn't leave for 5 more hours. /sigh I don't have to BE at the airport for another 3. However, its not that hot in my room and I'm sweating bullets. Just nerves. Couldn't eat this morning. I tried but it just made my stomach quesy. Damn I wasn't this nervous 5 years ago for my own wedding ( Read more... )

So I've been going nuts as you can guess, Running around the house, *trying* to clean. I say trying cause I feel like I haven't gotten much done. I do the dishes and 20 hours later another 2 loads need to be done!~ Did something like 6 loads of laundry and I'm about to do another!~ Should do 2 loads... but ... You know me ( Read more... )

/sigh I really do miss magical musings. Haven't done them in awhile. You know, its kinda like a jam session, but magical in nature. Just putzing around talking out possiblities and an exchange of ideas for spells, incantations, and workings. Not that I've gotten to do it very much in the first place mind you. I mostly just try to learn from others ( Read more... )

I know, Its only 9 more days. Pull it together Em... I'm a basket case. Things I need to do, Will I have enough money? Will everything be okay? Is this what he really wants? Is this what I really want ( Read more... )

I know its been awhile.. but there are reasons ( Read more... )

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