i dont know why it is that everything i have tried latley has come back in my face. not just a little push in my face but a slap, no more of a punch.I have an offfer so great. but thats another story. well i am going back to the shitty real life now to think about what i wish.

If it were up to be I would change everything about my life. Down to the way I look. Don`t get me wrong I am happy with my life. SOmetimes I just wish I could live another one 2 just to escape the one I am in and forget about the one I am in right now. How can one person have so many different toughts run through their head at one time? If you ask ( Read more... )

I hate being confused.

Aquarius January 20 - February 18 ( Read more... )

Don`t make me look like I am the bad one. You are the one who is doing it. I am just the one careing.

Well today was ok. I went to school and ate lots like i have been lately. I actually ate lunch to so it was kind of weird. Besides that it was an ok day. I have been trying to watch this movie Coffee and Cigarettes, but I always seem to have my attintion drawn away from it so easily. This weekend? Who knows.... right now it`s 50/50 ( Read more... )

Today I went to Huntsville. I checked out of school and Keyser and a girl named ashley came down to get me. He is wonderful... he makes me smile like no other person I have been around in a few months. He got me flowers for my birthday..... I think he is b.eautiful. I watched him walk aorund his room as he tried to take care of my stupid ass. I ( Read more... )

MY BIRTHDAY IS AT 2:00 IN THE MORNING THURSDAY!!!!!!!! I am 16 woo hoo

Well I have 2 more days till I am in Huntsville. Actually one but tomorrow night doesnt count like I am meaning it.I just woke up. I feel like shit. I hate wakeing up later in the night. School has been ok. People have been ok. I have ignored someone. It`s bad. I shouldn`t do it. O well sucks 4 me I guess. I am going because I have nothing 2 say. ( Read more... )

So many thoughts but yet no way to put them all down. The show Friday night was gay. People start stuff and don`t relize the things they have done. Or do but just don`t want to say them, but anyways Im not saying anything else about that ( Read more... )