Sometimes I feel like a little fish that has been eaten by the bigger fishes, and torn aprat fin by fin. Then other days, I feel like I am the big fish takeing apart all of the little fish. I would much rather be the big fish ( Read more... )

I needed a change.. However this change has to be helped.

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Well I woke up this morning and felt like a bomb of toxic gasses had gone off in the room I was in. I had a runny nose, watering eyes, the whole nine yards. So at around 7 or 8 I decided to pull myself off of the couch and take a very hott bath, hopeing it would get ride of most my sick feeling. It helped but not half as much as the dayquil. I have ( Read more... )

You know that is true. Now that I look at it when someone is guilty of something and they are supposed to be friends with you and they do something they are always nicer to you until you find out about what ever it is that happened. People honestly... well they are the last thing I am worried about right now.For me right now my main goals are my ( Read more... )

So I woke up this morning at five something. It was the first morning in a while that my mom hadn`t gotten me up to take out Katie, so far it is a pretty good day. Honestly though, being honest, it doesn`t matter how happy i am and how much I say it is going to be a good day.... I know it isn`t. I know for a fact it is not going to be a good day. ( Read more... )

thats right it was an icky day today. woke up, had like 20 minutes before we left and took happiness home. lucky me it was a long drive to his house ( Read more... )

well today is pretty good. the weather is great. and well that makes me happy. although i have been up since 6 in the morning because my mom feels like she has to wake me up in the morning to ask me about my dvds. so yeah i am pretty anxious for this weekend to get here. well because it is going to be great. wonderfully great. however i need to ( Read more... )

well today has been decently good.i woke up to my mom bitching at me, and keelo kalan sending me a text message personally i liked the text message a little bit better. so this is how it goes, i am a bad person and a whore,because of something i "did". it`s ok though because i was expecting it. also i know the truth so it`s kind of funny in a way. ( Read more... )

so i am going to tell you how my weekend went ( Read more... )

You know I have been thinking it`s been karma coming back on me and thats why my life is going so shitty, but how can one person have done this much to have all these things go wrong. I live in a dream land where I wish I were something else in some other place. I changed my look thinking it would do something.... it did nothing. Although it does ( Read more... )