Have you evere felt like everyone around you knows this amazingly bad secret but you? I do? I don`t know what it is, and sometimes it bothers me, and makes me paranoid. Someone please tell me what this secret is....

He left today, and although it only means it goes back to weekends, it hurts so much. The one person I love more than anything and he has to leave. God how I wish some way he would come back and be here. So I could hold him as he told me everything is going to be just fine. I have cried since 9 this morning. I don`t want to go to school 2morrow. I ( Read more... )

Well I started back school, I dont like it of coarse.

This wekened the weather has felt so much like Fall. It has made me happy, I don`t like all the heat that comes with summer. Friday night me and Jeremy hung out with Taylor Pretty, Justin Pile, Mike(his nephew) Marrisa, and Ashley. We had alot of fun. Alothough Marrisa and Ashley just sat kinda quiet the whole time it was ok. I am not much of a ( Read more... )

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It is 3:48 and I should have been asleep hours ago, but no I am up sleepy as hell. Sean Sexxx is keeping me company right now... My leg feels funny and I should move it, but if I move it my head will fall. Because at this moment I have my head sitting on my knee. I tried to sleep earlier I really did, but I couldn`t. I don`t know I think I more ( Read more... )

Today is the perfect day....almost. The weather is great. I feel good. I woke up early. It would be perfect if you were here. It`s ok tho because I see you tomorrow. So that part is ok. I don`t want to go to that thing for school tomorrow. People are going to be talking to be and I am just going to be like ummm shure. Maybe I wont tho. Maybe I will ( Read more... )

I never noticed until today... I don`t like girls. There are however a few I love to death. Besides these few.... I hate the rest...Zoie, Sasha, Veronica, Jessica, Bailey, and Allie. I love you guys but besides you. i hate the rest of them. The ret of them are a bunch of look at what I can do. I am so cool now. It just annoys me... Myabe i`s the ( Read more... )

Why is it when. Something goes wrong. No one is there to listen, but one person. You tell them about your problem but they don`t care. They have bigger ones. Also they are just like hmm I don`t know what to say. This sucks. This is exactly why I could care less about alot of things that happens to me. Not because I am runing away from my problems ( Read more... )