life is so much easier when you are just so far from it all ( Read more... )

someone come kidnap me and send me to thailand... NOW. please

i'm sick of wasting my time reading pointless shit.

no motivation over here... nope nope nope. and i'm sooo friken far behind in all my classes! it's rediculous. i hate it.

g'nite

University isn't as bad as I expected but I know things will get SO much harder. I'm glad that I'm in a course where everybody is just like me, and that we all get along so well. It's nice that I already knew someone (Jamie) and it's soo easy to meet other people. My classes soo far seem pretty sweet, except for my night class on Tuesdays.. but oh ( Read more... )

I have to say something: not all guys are assholes. There is one guy out there for each girl who will treat them like they are supposed to be treated. Has anyone stopped to think that sometimes girls can be the asshole, that the girl can be the one who doesn't show they care enough or that screws up everything?! Why does the guy always have to be ( Read more... )

my summer sucks. and i just got home from a conference in michigan, it consisted with all exchange students. people who are going out to countries, people from different countries and people who just got back from somewhere (me). damnit it made me miss thailand so much more. i just hung out with the thai's and chris (he went to thailand) and i ( Read more... )

Is it bad that I still don't feel like I belong here?! I still feel like a part of me is gone. I figured by now I'd actually feel like I'm "in" with everything, but I just feel left out ... from everything! I guess I can blame school and work on that one, but I don't know ( Read more... )

I'm not meant to live here and my friends aren't meant to live there. One day I will see them all again, one day we can all just talk and know that someone loves us. Just one day wont come soon enough. Life is soo unfair sometimes.

Oh damn, I'm still trying to lose all the exchange weight. Not like there's alot of weight to lose, but I'm eating very unhealthily (sp?) and ya, I'd rather just get toned and into some good shape. I think my body is soo damaged from last year and the crazy eating patterns I had there... like late night tubs of icecream, and full cans of pringles ( Read more... )

- shinedown concert was totally amazing ( Read more... )

Nobody understands...

I just want to be happy again,& someone to talk too, is that too much to ask?!