It really is a lost cause. I know it. You know it. He doesn't care. I'm wasting my time.

So, Gustav turned out to be a pansy of a hurricane. Disappointing ( Read more... )

So, I'm leaving for home at 2:30 tomorrow morning. Basically I'm not going to sleep tonight. Hopefully Gustav (which I'm having fun pronouncing...waaay too much fun) won't own my life too much. It's already a Cat 4, I think, and it's not even here yet. Or at least it's supposed to be at least a Cat 4 by the time it reaches us. And by "here" and "us ( Read more... )

Wow. New York is as gorgeous and wonderful as ever. When we're out on the streets, I can't help looking up. I've gotten loads of good pictures. It's so great here. NYU is freaking awesome, or at least what I've seen of it. So are pretty much all the kids that go there. I FREAKING MET THE VOICE OF SPEED RACER. The new Speed Racer. He's one of Jason' ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I am leaving for New York. I'll be there for five days. This trip is so seriously overdue, you don't even know. I'm pumped.

Such perfect timing. I really need to get away from here.

I think too much. I keep remembering things that happened. They are all good memories. Memories that make me smile or laugh. At first. Then I suddenly just get so sad. And I cry. Because I'm afraid these things are all past tense. And I want them to keep happening. Which may be why I think about them so often. Like replaying them in my head. Only I ( Read more... )

I just finished reading The Perks of Being a Wallflower for the third or fourth time. Wow. I could not have picked a better time in my life to read that book ( Read more... )

I'm so glad Jamie's back. I so wish I could talk to her right now but she's asleep. Poor jetlagged girl ( Read more... )

Jamie will be here tomorrow. I'm so ready for her to be back ( Read more... )

Jamie called last night. I can't wait for her to come back. I need my friends now more than ever ( Read more... )