Aquarians present themselves in one of two ways. One on hand, you'll see someone who is shy and quiet. On the other, an Aquarius can be boisterous, eccentric, and energetic. Both are deep thinkers with a love of helping others. Highly intellectual, this is a fiercely independent sign that prizes intuition tempered with logic. Both personality types ( Read more... )

I find it so sad that I don't keep up with this anymore.

It's funny to think of how things were two years ago. Even one year ago.

So much has changed.

I feel like my life is sort of empty. Like all my goals are for nothing. Why do I even bother? What difference will it make if things don't go well for me? I could achieve the same end by doing nothing at all. I am tired. I am lonely. I miss my friends and the way my life used to be ( Read more... )

I've talked myself into believing that it will work out. Because I want it to so badly, and because it just makes so much sense. And because it would be so perfect and great. Surely it's the only way. Nothing else would be right.

Speakers at work: "Hey guys, it's Tom from Plain White T's, blah blah blah ( Read more... )

When I see your smile, tears run down my face ( Read more... )

It's a hopeless endeavor. Hopeless.

It doesn't change anything.

I am obsessed with this song.

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true

I keep listening that one voicemail. Not because he says anything special, except, "Hey Lizzy!" It makes me feel like he's not so far away.

I have been fighting against these feelings for much longer than a year now. Ever since the first time I saw him, several years ago, I've been trying not to feel this way. Part of it was that I felt that he was beyond my reach; that he was light years out of my league. Unattainable. But since then, I have realized that this is not true. He and I ( Read more... )