i'm starting to scare myself.
and its scary.

i'm really look forward to spring break from reality.

sometimes i have crazy freakouts.
but after the chaos,
things always float back into place.
perfectly.

and the fact that I can see it with my friends, one in particular, and know that it is right...
renews everything.

the infinite feeling refuses to last forever
and when the dust clears
it's back to fucked-up loneliness.

i can never turn my brain off ( Read more... )

i wrote you a poem.
but i don't think you care.

i miss the way i used to feel.
but i can't complain.

something happened to me this weekend, and all of my insecurity has melted away ( Read more... )

moe. in 2 weeks.
florida with my family for a weekend in 3.
snowboarding every monday.
gym.
going to burlington.

letting go.
having fun.
being wild and crazy.
being.

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at the moment existence feels....weird and complex ( Read more... )

crazy dayss

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