Lets say your not happy in life right now, the path your treading is only leading you into a dark hole; a dead end. You know that there exists another road, a road that will eventually lead out to happiness and the awareness that you have gained strength from surviving. However this path will have so much more pain on it then the road that leads to ( Read more... )

Wow, I have been so happy for the past two days. Do I know why? Yes, I do. In my head I keep saying to myself "What just happened?" and then I'll smile and trust me, its a big smile and an even bigger smile on the inside.

Here is a post that could be long and emotional, but I choose to keep it strictly to the point without too much emotional interjection for personal reasons ( Read more... )

I must kill who I am before it kills me ( Read more... )

I give up.

Goodbye.

The path becomes dizzingly obscure. Your head swarms like a thousand tornadoes, your insides become engulfed with the fires of doubt and realization. Your senses go numb. Sick, burnt, blind, deaf and faced with brutish reality; you concede to the truth: You cannot continue on that road ( Read more... )

Hello, its been quite a long time since I have updated, at least 1.5 months. Too much has been going on. My best friend Anthany was in a horrible accident involving cars. He was very badly injured, there was a time that I seriously thought he was going to die, and that freaked me the fuck out. He is doing so much better and I thank God that he is ( Read more... )

Boun' compleano a me ( Read more... )

There are a few select people in my life that I care deeply for. I would go to the ends of the earth for them. However, there is ONE person that I would go beyond the very borders of the universe into absolute nothingness for. There is nothing I wouldn't do for this person. I don't know if this person knows that, I mean I can't just come out and ( Read more... )

You have come to know my sitting down and my rising up. You have considered my thought from far off. My journeying and my lying outstretched you have measured off, And you have become familiar even with all my ways...Behind and before, you have besieged me; And you place your hand upon me. Such knowledge is too wonderful for me. It is so high up ( Read more... )