My updated rig, In order of signal flow (as if anyone gives a fuck ( Read more... )

The definition of a truly beautiful doll is a living body devoid of soul. “An unyielding corpse on the brink of collapse.” The human is no match for a doll, in its form, its elegance in motion, its very being. The inadequacies of human awareness become the inadequacies of life's realities. Perfection is possible only for those without consciousness ( Read more... )

Small errors, changes and/or disturbances can and do prove catastrophic; from this I realize that any system (physical or not) that behaves non-periodically is unpredictable. But what is considered to be non-periodic? Everything? Yes everything. Behind order and pattern lurks chaos (The Mandelbrot Set is a good example of this). How do errors, ( Read more... )

I think sometimes people expect too much of me. This may be why I dont like people many times. I always try my hardest to give as much of myself to others as I can, I put myself out there and try and help people with their problems, I listen to people, I help people, I try to love people (in many different ways) I give and give and give and give. I ( Read more... )

A l'é ciair, che mës-ciandse la popolassion, as devo 'd cò mës-cesse le paròle, e trasformesse 'l linguagi. An cit, a l'é un po' lòn che a l'é capitaje ant le d'Euròpa ocupà daj e noi i stoma assistend a un quaicòsa dël géner, che se a l'ha nen l'istessa importansa stòrica, a l'ha na soa importansa linguìstica, almen për sò caràter d'atualità. A-i ( Read more... )

I cannot see the inner me
My whole expanse I cannot see
I formulate infinity stored deep inside of me

*If I could take your aching heart within my hands
I'd sit and wait
to release it
into the silence after snow....* V.E.S

Thank you Venus, your my rock.

Wow, I am in love :)

Why I am so easily disappointed? Is it the way I am, or is it justifiable? For example if someone says "yes i will do so and so for or with you today or such and such day" and they dont do something for or with you at that time that they that they allot, do I have a right to be upset? Is it the fact that I am an idealist? (now the subject of my ( Read more... )

My heart has been made unbroken. I am still a little confused about this whole weekends events, especially a certain letter. However somehow, im still unsure how, a stronger bond was created and I came to appreciate more. I learned that she is a very loving, caring, patient and emotional person. She is very aware, open and willing to talk, listen ( Read more... )