Ouch...I had my heart broken 2 times in less than a months' time. There isnt much left of my heart now, it feels shredded up. How can i give my heart to someone else when i dont have one left to give?

Memories: When i was younger, i could recall any memory, now i have a hard time doing so. But why i thought to myself. Its because i keep forming new memories and all my old ones get all jumbled up with new ones. But there are certian things i can remember vividly..like the smell of my ex-girlfriend's dorm. I can recall that smell at any moment, ( Read more... )

Last night i hurt my friends, friends that I love so dearly. We all make mistakes, sometimes really bad ones. To those three people: I can understand if you never want to forgive me, I am so sorry, from the bottom of my heart's heart. Rissa, There is so much hurt in me for hurting you and i know you hurt more than the hurt i feel for what i did and ( Read more... )

Today I was laying on a bed by a fireplace with this (quite extraordinarly beautiful) girl and cuddling under the blankets. I had my head on her chest and i just listened to her heart beating as we both layed there half asleep. It was one of the most beautiful sounds I have ever heard...and I came to realize then why I can never FULLY take in a ( Read more... )

My updated rig is as follows (in order of signal flow ( Read more... )

I miss you gonacoca! I was surprised to hear from an old dear friend today. I am glad all is well with him.You better fuckin come in December, otherwise im coming out to the Windy City and I am going to ATTEMPT to kick your ass. Its not the same without him, I miss you bro ( Read more... )

So awhile ago I used to have a pretty nice guitar/amp/effects setup..until i got rid of almost all of it. Well now i got a new setup, oh yes! and this time, i went ALL OUT. What follows is my new current setup (in order of signal flow ( Read more... )

Self-realization. Its an easy thing for me. Self-realization...not in the sense that you exist, you do (contrary to philosophers who question existance) but in the sense of realizng who you are and why you do the things you do or dont do. What I find harder is once I know how and why I think, act or feel the way I do, its a qeustion of where do I ( Read more... )

C'era una volta un ragazzo nato con una grave malattia...una malattia di cui non si conosceva la cura...Aveva 17 anni, ma poteva morire in qualsiasi momento...Visse sempre in casa sua, con l'assistenza di sua madre ( Read more... )

"Senator Kerry has made it clear that he would use military force only if approved by the United Nations...I want Bush to decide." -Senator Miller, Sept 1, 2004 ( Read more... )