Weird stuff happening.
I always struggled with not eating.
I'd always give in, and I'd always fail, and I never lost what I wanted.

Something happened.
I literally can only eat a few bites without feeling sick. I actually want to eat, to prove I can.
I'm always cold, because I get no nutrition.
I felt so weak at work today, I thought I would faint.
I ate ( Read more... )

So Michael came home from basic training and AIT on december 17th.
He's been home since, and it's been absolutely amazing.
Ugh, that first week?
It felt so surreal having him by my side, in my car, kissing me, and just hugging me, feeling how he must have felt with his arms around me when he missed it for so long. Everything was overwhelming and I ( Read more... )

Another wierd mood today.
In school, none the less.
And everyone was asking me what's wrong and I seriously couldn't say. There's nothing.
Even one of my teachers noticed. I text him from time to time and I told him last night I hoped we had a chance to talk.
Well, I have him for creative writing, and we have a journal we write in daily. He posts a ( Read more... )

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I'm doing so well!!!
It's never been this easy, and I don't know why it is all of a sudden.
Saturday, all I had was a hebert candy bar and a few bites of sherbert. That might not sound good, but....
I have not had a single bite of solid food since!
I did drink that saturday, so there was beer calories...
But since then, strictly coffee and diet citrus ( Read more... )