i just had the best talk with my dad. me and my dad talk all the time about politics and stuff, mostly argue, and i always enjoy it. even though i complain a lot, i really like that my dads a republican. it gives us a lot to talk about . and today we got into another good discussion and not just about politics but about a lot of things. we talked ( Read more... )

i cant believe i'm still alive. ive never wanted to die more. theres just no point in living, really. nothing is the same. its impossible to find joy in anything, unless im stoned. but i dont even want to smoke. i hate drugs. i would give them up in a second if he would just come back to me. but i know it doesnt make a difference and that hes going ( Read more... )

i've seen more babies in the past three days than i've seen in my entire life. i feel like i AM one. why cant there be any cupcake liners in my house i finished my homework and now i cant even make the cupcakes from my martha stewarts baking handbook that i've been gawking at for days?!?!?!? what is this world COMING TO? i'll tell you waht its ( Read more... )

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when i have sex i think about god

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capture and hold.twisted to perfection dresses and sweaters big bags of trash arms vomiting dinner for two, a days sweat and work carelessly collected i'm holding theres nowhere to go please hold nowhere to go vomiting uncontrollably bleeding uncontrollably

this must be new! butter spreadable on cornbread? why, WHO EVER HEARD OF SUCH A THING!? my burp has so many pieces

i really like fast food nation thats what im reading now. i wish i had colored pencils so i could do my biomed homework. yes, its very complicated and involves high level thinking, if you coudlnt already tell. i never wash my pants i seriously wear the same pairs like all the time. i just invented a word: skifters, i'll show you waht it is sometime ( Read more... )