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i've never been this happy,
i've never felt this complete,

and no one will ever know how much it hurts to get what you have wanted for so long but lose what you have had for so long...

so i finally get to get out of this fucking place for a bit and its going to feel nice to see an old friend... so i guess ill check you bitches later...

ok so i went to the doctor today because ive had this pain in my chest for the past 3 or 4 days and i swore up and down that i was having a heart attack... so i went to the doctor and he told me that i have bones about as brittle as a 65 year old woman with 4 breast fed kids.. and that sleeping in my bed for the past 2 years is the equivelant of ( Read more... )

i love to feel his eyes watch me walk away...

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so im sick...

missed the poison the well and thrice show because of some fucking asshole...

bad mood...

nothing to do...

and being sick really hurts...

xxxoxoxxx
emily

i hate this...

never again...

xxxoxoxxx
emily

this is really not what i wanted right now but it feels ok.

just sweep me away.

oh wow.... how lame...

this is it...

i hate you

Just don't
Expect anything
From me
From now on

xxxoxoxxx
emily