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So for me .. all I've ever HAD was privacy. Em. Em that's it
So I was thinking lately and racking my brain in love with the sounds of peaceful privacy. I learned to not mistake my state of mind when victimized by an employer before being exploited online and off, to really be frank, with any kind of lie or hate or rage or inferiority ... Let's call it what it is ( Read more... ) -
Oh wow !!
I figured it out. What was happening to me. A moment when I would have liked to tell the truth , was used against me , but it can't be ! I'm glad because I found out where/when it was ... And I'm loved and I know my parents love me and it's such a blessing to look back to that moment and say " yes " , that's what I want to say... And then I'd gone ( Read more... ) -
March seventh two thousand 21
So I'm doing HORRIBLY. Getting by , on the kindness of others ( and had / have been ) for a longer time than I really knew. I would have gotten help a long time ago. But I wanted to share about some things that happened to me ... That bother me and got in the way ( and continue to ( Read more... ) -
Given Everything
Given everything that has happened I feel like a different version of myself. I am trying to take it easy and just feel like I need help. I really do ( Read more... ) -
I guess a part of me
Regrets making mistakes I've made. It's not that I can't admit them. I've admitted them to myself a little but have been so sick for so long now ... Really a heaviness that goes on and on has been defeating me. I miss who I was and am and who I'm meant to be. I believe in healing and I believe that I will be counted for the good that exists. It ( Read more... ) -
Every night
I have to fight. I have to fear being lied about ( called crazy ) and I've been freaked out by a loser and I have to fear that I am stuck with no money no disability and my daughter and I have been burned ( Read more... ) -
Happy to be home:-)
Well I got my legal work done and have a total of seven refferal done through the Oklahoma Abuse hotline and the refferal are a part of Oklahoma title 57 for the sex offenders registry !! I'm happy to have my babe ( a.a Ron ... ) And I'm happy that the authorities have the right information and that I'm on the right path and an awesome person ( Read more... ) -
Seeing further than I initially imagined
When I was resting and in a very peaceful content sane hopeful mindstate , I imagined the sky outside. I imagined the blue day ... And then further than my imagination initially grasped ... In distance ( Read more... ) -
I really don't even know where to begin
Is bullshit. I miss my self and want a life. I wanted independence and I'm sticking to that. Already I'm " in the world " I don't often use the terms I mean and or but. .. however I guess I'll aim toward making ng the most out of my immediate situation and self. I want to live the best version of my life ( live as the best version. Of myself ( I ( Read more... )
