I'm in love with josh.
I start graduate school Monday.
My life is going great.
I love my friends and am very happy.

I haven't updated this thing in so long, and from last year around this time to this year, my life is so different. I recently broke up with Eric, because honestly, I was a much better girlfriend than he was boyfriend. But, I see he is really trying and I do still have feelings for him, but our sex life was dismal, and that is so important to me. ( Read more... )

I think I have a crush. A healthy crush, on someone who is not Jeff or Andrew, we went out to breakfast and I did something out of the ordinary and paid for him. We'll see how it goes, I want to hang out over break and maybe see where things go?

My great aunt passed away, the next day i got into a car accident and now andrew and I are permanently done. So is my life.

So, when I had went to Florida recently to visit Sally I had thought about you. I wish I had came down there sooner, maybe I would have even gotten the chance to see you. Now that it is autumn it's becoming too cold. I wish I could go back to summer when you were living with me and we could just talk. I think I may finally work up the courage to ( Read more... )

I'm just hating life recently, I thought things were getting better, or atleast easier to deal with... But they're not. I hate feeling like this, I just want to cry. I miss my friends, I miss my best friends, I miss having someone there for me. I miss my cat, I just want to be happy. I feel like it won't happen for me ever again...

Fuck.

Therapy ( Read more... )

Jeff and I took a two day break about a month ago, things are much better now ( Read more... )

I hate when I go out of my way to do favors for people and then they're jackasses about it... seriously. It infuriates me, the least you could do is answer. Hence why, everyone sucks!

I'm really over Jeff acting like a dick when we go out and drink together. It's not fun, like last night was soo much fun until Jeff got so drunk that he forgot he had 20 dollars in his wallet and started getting upset about "how the bar stole his money and he should have more" which put me in a bad mood and all my friends are having an awesome ( Read more... )