Trying really hard not to break down. Keeping my chin up, letting the feelings be real and letting them be numb too. Listening to a lot of music, seeing as many friends as possible ( Read more... )

This is a fucked up scene. We get angry, I cry and you cry and we calm down. We divide up furniture and make out. You say you’ll never let me leave, let me go. I stare past your shoulder, face buried in your chest. I say nothing. I don’t know what to say. I wish I was compelled by this argument. Goodness knows I’ve wanted it before, something - ( Read more... )

SIX NAMES YOU GO BY ( Read more... )

I can't sleep when you're not here - or at least, I could - but I choose not to. Tonight is sticky and I'm still full from the loads of gorgeous, delicious food and girl hangouts ( Read more... )

I know it's spring because Persephone has walked out of the darkness. Fishes turn into bulls ( Read more... )

Sometimes, none of my friendships seem certain and I'm filled with a deep inadequateness and worry that I'm just not making as big an impact on the world as I should be.

Sometimes, people really suck and as much I keep my chin up and know deep down I really shouldn't care - I do.

.....

You have no idea how much you all mean to me.

Still fairly inebriated, dizzy and happy - a lovely evening with lovely people, relaxing to just let go and be the silly drunk girl.

now at home, in pj pants, slow dancing with the mister to our songs, in bed humming along to whipping boy, wishing he'd just come over and kiss me breathless.

not minding getting a bit older...

not minding much at

Unbelievably, the first month of the school year ending and it already feels like I've been there for 6 if not more. I thought I'd recap as it is a rainy Tuesday morning with a bit of time on my hands ( Read more... )

Last week I had orientation for chef school, ended my employment of several years, left my goodbye party to be at an interview at a swank restaurant downtown, applied for dessert station position, was hired on the spot and am still in shock.

Life. is. delightful.

Things eaten at the CNE last night ( Read more... )