I feel... anxious, hyper, chipper. I want to go to a summer festival or a party or to see some band live, I want to apologize for everyone for being me, for ignoring everyone, for being so antisocial, for never answering, for having being depressed for so bloody long unable to do anything about it. The result for all of this combined is me here, ( Read more... )

The window panes were weeping. It was too dark to quite see it, but she knew anyway, because of the black drops dripping on the window sill. She had first seen it happen in her own room some days - perhaps weeks, the concept of time seemed so very blurred to her - ago, and had been strangely delighted by the sight. "It's just dust", her brother ( Read more... )

This week many things happened. The major event was that I finally got my school business back in order. Some of it I had been avoiding for almost half a year now. At one point I wasn't even sure if I was too late for signing in for this year and already half-decided that in that case I'd try to get a job-thingy in UK. Well, I guess UK'll have to ( Read more... )

Yes, I might still be alive. As might this lj. Just maybe. (maybe - one of my favourite words)

Had this compulsion to put something here. For the sake of putting something here. And so. Yes, I'll write something more productive too, but not today. e_e ( Read more... )

Long time no update. Somehow, every time I actually have something to say, I'm somewhere far away from my computer. Ah well ( Read more... )

Ooh boy, I had no idea it had been so long since I last updated... *sweatdrops* First I was feeling depressed and then when I last tried to write Netscape died right in the middle. Well, now I have Opera so at your face, Netscape. :P ( Read more... )

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Oh dear! *laughs* I don't think I deserve this entirely... Well, at least the second sentence is pretty much true. Because, no matter how cute acteurs and pretty landscapes they had in the movie, mostly it just sucked big time. It could've been so much better! If they'd just stayed in the book and not made it a big, brainless Hollywood cliché.


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Oh man, it's been too long since I last wrote. Bad girl. Not that I'm entirely taking the blame, mind you, I've just been sucked dry by my college starting (I'm having difficulties adjusting to the fact that my school isn't school anymore and the teachers aren't teachers eather. How peculiar... and I'm so confused ( Read more... )

I like getting things done! I really feel I've earned to live this day, because I actually did so many useful things ( Read more... )