yey, am entirely happy! Sadie and steffan are getting engaged! they went for a walk along the cliff tops by the gower and he went down on one knee and EVERYTHING, and he'd made a super dooper chef picnic with champagne and lobster. now they can have babies!..or a dog! ahh dear, far too broody. Think it's time to be straight.

There is some sunshine in Manchester! Not exactly warm, but a ray of light will do for me to replace the dark skies. Finshed lectures and everything, well apart from rehearsals so I find myself with little to do. Might go for a walk along the canals. Woke up rather suddenly last night, think I trepped a nerve in my neck again as I can't actually ( Read more... )

I fear the title is all that my poestic loveliness will alloww as i seemingly only write things when i'm drunk and heavy headed. Thought i'd just come on a say that you are all simply delightful, beautiful and down right though provking people I know,.. as last time i said nice things superly lovely comments were returned.(apart from Col because ( Read more... )

play list of genius jenny ben! Have been drawn to listening to jazz, notably 'kind of blue' by miles davis, as i have found my self in a jazz sextet with a gig on friday and bigband, meaning i have to improvise in both, in front of people i know and like. grr. i kindda like it when u have am idea going on, but it can go horribly wrong when u can't ( Read more... )

Feeling totally lost. Broke up with Mad properly I think tonight. Feel empty and rubbish. Love is amazing and yet uttlerly destroying. Smoking too much and can't sleep ever, keep being awake when it's light and hearing birds sing their songs and chirpy larkness. Thinking too much about everything ever possible to think of. Coming back in couple of ( Read more... )

3 months till christmas! Have to start proper work tomorrow. Slightly worried I may actually be rubbish. Had beans on toast for my breakfast/lunch just now. Very disappointing. Home this time next week. yey, can get washing done and eat non-pasta food.

So, I'm actually here, in smelly Skankchester. It's lovely. My room is so cozy with all my photos and posters up and trumpets everywhere. Freshers week has been lots of fun, and there's still another week to go. Highlights so far have been a Ceilidh, which is possibly one of the stranges words ever, but it's one of those crazy barn dance type ( Read more... )

AAAhhh, crazy crazy. I hate goodbye's. I'd even go so far as to say they smell. They make ur eyes leak, and then you feel empty.

HMM.Yes.Basically feeling somewhat silly at present, as Jen, yes YOU, 'Super cool' Jen, are my only 'friend'. The computer tried to tell me I had no friends at one point, which is frankly just a bit mean.. Though I am confident that i may become more friendful in time, if not be heralded as the next Ann Frank (is that un-p.c?) [ponder ( Read more... )

Tonight I am in the lovely company of my better half. The purpose of our night thus far seems to have encompassed what best befriends the honourable though somewht sly, it makes you cry, spirit of Vodka ( Read more... )