(6:21:54 PM): you are one crazy chick!
(6:22:10 PM): but i like it so don't change

how can i deny that? why is it human nature to make life more difficult for yourself than it has to be? what a fool ive been.

im insane. literally, insane. if i come across another human thats ok with that....that LIKES that, whats the prob, bob?

im angry at you and at me. im angry at you because youre allowing it to consume your life, and you are literally shrinking before my eyes. and im angry with myself because im being judgemental and rude and close-minded, and i have to be the motherfucking "supportive friend." thats abserd because im too honest to lie and say im ok with it because as ( Read more... )

batman begins was hhwayyy good. enjoyed it. and it doesnt hurt that christian bale is a fox ( Read more... )

girls are annoying when theyre drunk. girls are annoying in general. im not discounting myself. im female, therefore; i must be annoying. boys are programmed to be simpletons, while girls merely complicate things. both extremes. im soooo sleepy, and i still need to shower ( Read more... )

this will be my last summer at home. for numerous reasons ( Read more... )

no. not allowed. maybe you were trying to be cute and romantic, but newsflash: im not cute nor romantic. i needed more time to think. like, eternity? i cant get things sorted in my brain, im looking for an impossible solution. but as with everything id rather procrastinate before doing any damage. why cant i just be like any other girl? i wish i ( Read more... )

emanuela is back in italy and i am currently wearing the see-through bra that she left at my house. maybe ill mail it to her. maybe i wont. she balled. i tried to look sad. i dont cry often so she shouldnt be offended but i still felt kind of guilty for some reason. i dont understand why saying goodbye to japanese boy was so much more difficult. ( Read more... )

mmmkay, so nothing is anything to me anymore. wait, thats not what i mean. what i meeean is that i just dont give rats assssssss about what anybody thinks anymore. i mean i used to think i didnt care but now i reeeeally really dont. i feel like being so unapologetically myself, cuz im sick of bullshit. im becoming intolerant of people who arent ( Read more... )

i saw britney and kevin: chaotic for the first time tonight. . . makes me feel better about myself ( Read more... )

man, when i hit rock bottom i carry lead weights in my pockets.
it sucks that im venting to this stupid journal. it also sucks that honesty isnt always the best policy. what you want from me bitches? how naive of me to be honest with others and expect honesty in return. absolutely absurd isnt it?