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time for me to go back to tuscaloosa. I am in a blender of ridiculous here....please visit.

love
em

1. My mother is crazy. My family is crazy. I am crazy. I am able to cope by finding humor in all of it. It is great ( Read more... )

i have this know in my chest that won't go away.
it makes me worried.
love.
em.

the fear that i will be forgotten if not involved tears at me more than anything.
i might drive back to bowl tonight.
thats how much i miss it/you all.
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em

i'm gone to camp. It will be good, but I'm still nervous about it. Maybe I'll work at hooters when I get back...haha, that would probably be counteractive in my pursuit perfecting the world though.
later
love
em

this is going to be bad. let's choose between best friend and your own personal happiness,Emily.

i love you
emily

i sometimes wonder why I can handle large problems so well, but small annoyances put a stop to my day.

ponder.
with love
emily

I never tell people how annoyed I get with them.
I can't, I don't have the emotional capabilities.

Sometimes, when you eat my food I get really annoyed.
I'm not doing anything this weekend, week, next days.
I have to get everything together.

I can't explain that right either.
I'm a pansy.
A pansy that needs to be alone for a weekend.
love ,emily

Thank you to my friends who made my birthday what it was.
I love each of you so much.

always,
emily