I feel like I only write in this when I'm having doubtful thoughts about life ( Read more... )

I seriously thought that professors were there to help you.
i guess when they don't answer six consecutive emails you lose that idealism
love college.
emily

this thing is ancient.
so much is going on.
i feel like a semi-adult finally.

Death as a general happening of life sucks ( Read more... )

so the past three weeks have been absolutely unbearable almost...October is not my month

But
I MET HANSON....FUCK Y E A H

ZACK AND EMILY
LOVE FOREVER
EM

I know that we have SINSERIOUSLY been through some ups and downs...but you are my best friend through anything that I throw at you and I wouldn't change it for the world.

mushy gushy
don't blame me if your meat gets all juicy
hanson soon
love you bff
em

i'm really annoyed and frustrated and mad and I pledge to not let people manipulate my emotions towards others.
i don't know what happened between now and then.

im a ball of anxiety as I always am before school starts. There is so much that needs to be done and I can't get it all figured out.
blhahahahahha
love,
em

I don't want my life to come crashing down.
the thought overwhelms me
love
emily

I make up issues in my head and stress about them.
if I would just leave it alone I wouldn't be so distracted.

the grass is always green on the other side.
love you always.
emily