I feel like during the week ALL i need to do is get away from my family and theres nothing to do. except i have to work painting my house which is fine because im trying to save up for a stupid ipod which is like 300$ for the real one.  ugh sooo hopefully ill get the student discount. which might be 30$ for that one.....*cross fingers ( Read more... )

ummm yea so heres the deal im going to see chris tomaro....yay right? nope the reason WHY im going to see him is cause his uncle died and he is wicked upset. i wish i knew what to say, but i dont. i know how he feels, but telling him that wont help. he's gonna hurt real bad no matter what so my plan is to hold him real tight and hope me just being ( Read more... )

ugh cant this ever go away i have had this virus thing that is basically strep throat but not. it has all the symtoms and you get a fever and all the same shit except they cant call it step, and it doesnt get cured by antibiotics. awsome. so when i got my wisdom teeth out like a LONG time ago i had to take antibiotics for a week four times a day. ( Read more... )

Chris's older brother this weekend was playing his guitar in the living room and he goes do you like this band and starts playing third eye blind i was like hahahaha

how much do i absoutley love them.......

Echo fading, We can't let go
She goes walking by in slow-mo'
Sell your Heart out for a buck
Go on, Fade out, Before I get stuck
Talking to somebody ( Read more... )

i love that song so much. if im ever sad or lonley all i have to do is go on my computer and listen to my itunes. i miss chris so much sometimes and it helps so much to listen to something and remeber when we listened to it together ( Read more... )

I am such an emotional train wreck today.... Jesus Christ. I hang out with Leanne. We go to Little Italy's where we see Erin D. the cunt that told Katie that me and Zack hooked up. ugh Then we go with Ashley, I've been through so much with Ashley. Leanne brings up Zack and Ashley brings up old memories its like every moment that was hard in my life ( Read more... )

 ugh so i know everytime i write in this i write that i havent written for a year, but im really wanting to write in before i explode ( Read more... )

ok i need to vent. i wish i did this more it would help me alot if i did. i hold everything in just cause when it comes out its very loud ( Read more... )

Isnt it weird how the people you looked up to or felt like you wanted to be like, end up wanting to be like you....and they never ended up being how you thought tbey were. they have an imperfection that you hadnt seen before. one that was hidden by the traits that made you love them. just thought i would write what i was thinking at the moment, it ( Read more... )

ok so it was my birthday on monday...yup 19 sooo jeff got me a wicked nice necklace, and my mom bought me a jewelry case.. and jeffs parents got me a cvs gift card which is awsome lol yup......and im wicked bored right now......shitty day out......i dont wanna go to work at all and i know i sound like a brat but i got the worst shift ever like i ( Read more... )