I really do think I'm going to be alone forever.

It's been 4 months. When will I stop dreaming about you and when will I wake up in the morning without wanting to burst into tears because you don't love me anymore.

I give up.

I wish I had never met you.

I hope this feeling doesn't last forever.

What to do what to do ( Read more... )

I go to the gym constantly and feel there has been no change in my body. Rusty and others tell me otherwise, but there is no feeling of satisfaction for me. I've been trying to remember things about my past, like living at the state house and parkvale, and I can barely remember anything. I can't really remember anything that's been happening in ( Read more... )

Let's see ( Read more... )

I am now the proud owner of a 2008 nissan versa. That's right. I'm very happy.

I feel like my life is a movie that I'm watching and not really that interested in, so I just get the basic idea of it ( Read more... )

Hmmm...

So. The other manager that I assumed was just some dumb old guy that was just there has already threatened to evict us and wouldn't let our friends come to our house. Cool. I need to find a bag of money.

I'm going to go have quite the chat with that guy. Wahoo.