i thought family were supposed to love you, take care of you, and make you feel safe. apparently not, they're supposed to berate you, make you feel useless and yell at you when you're sick.

if this is family, i want out.

ok so ive basically decided the universe hates me ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag ( Read more... )

anything else u want to throw at me universe????????

ive been so prepared for yelling and screaming and disownment....

that i have no idea how to deal with acceptance.

and thats the realisation ive had. im terrified!! I'm terrified that  if  when i tell my parents about who i am, i will have to deal with it. i have some scenarios in my head they go along the lines of

a) screaming/yelling and ( Read more... )

ever feel like you're paying for having one moment of happiness??? reality just happens to have a way to snap you back into place and realise that life in general just sucks ( Read more... )

Fuck this shit. i want out... can i trade in my entire life for a new one...

soooooooo? anyone else wanna blame me for the shit in their life? cos it seems like a trend at the moment ( Read more... )

i never  thought id be questioning who i was again, i thought i was sure, but now im not. i dont know if this makes sense (but its my blog and ill ramble if i want to) but i feel like im afraid of myself. maybe im just pms'ing or something. but im just not sure anymore.... theres more to these thoughts, but i guess im not willing to share them... i ( Read more... )

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