i was a fool, i never saw it coming.i can't stop listening to this providence ( Read more... )

i'm done giving my heart to people,
i just get it stomped on and handed right back.

honestly, i won't ever be the same.
this is one change i didn't want to deal with.

i hate so many things lately.

i can't smoke because of my drug tests.
i don't see my best friend anymore.
i have to pay my phone bill to turn it back on.

i basically hate myself in the long run.
i've kinda lost everything important to me.
and now the depression is kicking into full speed.

i'm finally growing up ( Read more... )

yeah, i'm over this.
my life has thrown me too much shit.
there isn't much left to me that's important.

i have my best friend courtney.
i have those special people in my life.
i have the boys who come in, then leave when they get what they want.

i'd like something that will last.
please.