I don't use LJ anymore.
It's sad. I think I'll only use it when I have public announcements that I think deserve to be online.
Otherwise, I'm ditching this and writing solely in my journal.
Peace

 I'm afraid to sleep ( Read more... )

 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
nevermind.
right.
be grateful.
that was a long time ago.
he doesn't know.
he doesn't care.
I don't care.
this was some bad news to hear through the grapevine though.
jc.

 No matter how much I wanna be happy and bubbly about the beautiful, amazing, gorgeous weather and the flowers and the smells and stuff... I'm still angry as hell. At everything. But I love the spring but everything else in my life is so fucked that I don't have a chance to love it without that bit of my life slipping into my thought process ( Read more... )

 I have Iced Animal Crackers. You know the ones with pink and white icing and lots of little sprinkles ( Read more... )

 fanfics makes my heart ache. I read these perfectly formed love stories and my mind wanders of course to my own life, being the particularly vain individual I am. There's only one person I can imagine me with in these dumb stories and I have long since bashed that dream, not that I even want it now. I am about to die of longing and it's not for ( Read more... )

 We started freedom writers journals in English class ( Read more... )

 I look up to a man who I've known for a little over a year as though he were an uncle of mine. A really cool, really fun uncle. I love his kids, they are adorable and he is so nice to me, all the time. To learn that he is a recovering heroin addict shattered me. All day I could not get the image of him, crazy eyed, sweating profusely and hands ( Read more... )

 i'm pissed. so pissed i can't bring myself to use the shift key ( Read more... )

 I worked for... over 3 hours working on this project due tomorrow
only to be totally unsatisfied with every aspect of it
URG
oh well
too late to change it now, huh?
Anyway, I watched Oprah at 2 in the morning and had fruit salad with apple juice. I thought I should update you on that bit of information.
Also, Sara Bareilles CD, ah the memories :D