Well not too too much is going on right now. I am confused as usual. It's almost safe to say that it's my constant state but besides the point. I am keeping myself busy here with two jobs and still in summer school. I thought that things were going really good with Josh again. I mean I was really just convinced that things might at least get on the ( Read more... )

OK, things have been really crazy around this place.....can I say that working two jobs sucks along with a new car payment and insurance payment. I took my RN entrance exam and let's just say that I'm pretty damn sure I didn't get in....Needless to say this weekend has been tough for me because my past year of college has been a waste. I have no ( Read more... )

Why is it that there are five hundred different things happening at once, especially when I don't want them to???? Well the past two weeks have been eventful to say the least. I hung out with Jamie and Sarah the other night and I really think that I needed that. I don't really know how to explain it, I mean I guess it made me feel at ease to a ( Read more... )

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Well it just blows my mind that I have survived 19 years of life. For those of you who really know me, you know that I have been through so much crap in my day that I should be dead. I have pushed and I have fought for what I want to get me where I am today. I took the time to think back over the past and thought about those who got me to where I ( Read more... )

Well I must say that today has been eventful. I came up with so many different revelations today that it's not even funny. One of them is crazy but I am determined to keep it and follow through with it no matter what happens because I just know that I can do it. They canceled classes today because they didn't have any water and I didn't know it ( Read more... )

Well I think it's safe to say that I am in a thinking mood at the moment. My birthday is coming up in exactly six days and I tend to be trying to put everything into perspective lately and I don't like what I have found. It's funny when I was a little girl, like most girls, I had my life planned out. I was going to graduate from high school, go OFF ( Read more... )

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Well I just read michelle's entry about wishing that you could go back to high school and when days were simple...I can't help but feel like that it's true. There was so much that I dreamed about and I knew without a shadow of a doubt would come true with my will and determination..There were friendships that we all thought would never end and ( Read more... )