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So i work with this guy named spicy, he says all of my posts are sad and angry....yeah most of them are, especially as of late. :( thats not good. I just never have time to update anymore, So i suppose the bad stuff just comes to mind first, seeing as it feels pretty good to vent :)

BUT! In all fairness, I do have some good news...somewhere... Let' ( Read more... )

• My parents are getting a divorce
• My mom in now officially a druggie (she likes the sniffles)
• my pops cheated on my mom
• my brother is back on meth
• My boyfriend was told by his dad that he shouldn't see me anymore

Raunchy music = Naked Emily. I can't help it. That stuff just makes me want to take my clothes off. Early led zepplin, spicy jazz and yes...even, audio butthold slave.

ADAM MUST UPDATE~~~@$#%$%&*()♥

Ok all, this is going to sound a bit strange...but, thats has never stopped me ( Read more... )

I needed to get away, figure things out. I had the weekend off to do so and took complete advantage. Tom and I needed to talk- badly, about alot of things. We ended up spending from friday night to right now together. It was so nice. We just vegged out and did all those crazy couple things like cuddleing and disgussing, ect ect... I wish I could ( Read more... )

I just don't know if haveing Tom in my life is worth it anymore. He hurts me almost all the time, weither it's things he does or says. He is really good at hurting me. I keep waiting for him to jusyt say or do the right thing. I love him, to the absolute deepest extent of the word. So it hurts when all of these bad things keep happening. Not to ( Read more... )

Those who wish to sleep but are burdend by life- run. I'm gonna go running and think about my day. then, off to the shower and then BED TIME! yay

.." you amaze me everyday, I watch you close but can never believe my eyes..".

Thank you for loving me

Saw the movie "waiting", I actually laughed out loud in the movie theater...this time at the movie and not at some funny looking guy in the front row...Dane Cook was in it for all of 6 minutes, it was a pretty funny 6 minutes, but still. Today Tommy and I were laying low and he brought up the fact that he needed new pants. I was trying for forever ( Read more... )

I'm not dying, but I might as well be. I have some crazy bacteria in my tummy and it's not going away. Ahh the days of good 'ol viruses. ...damnit. It was only made worse by me drinking heavily last weekend. :( I hate it. Everytime I eat, I feel as though I'm gonna throw up. Even the healthiest of foods. Boo ( Read more... )