1. Who is the most important person in your life, and why ( Read more... )

My entries in this journal are few and far between. I guess I was reminded that I have this yesterday.... I think I believe that fate, god, energy, and scientific laws are all part of something that makes up existance.... so when I say Fate... I mean my super undefined idea of a god... .... I feel like something pulls every single person that I ( Read more... )

I don't really know all that's bugging me right now. I can't even... coherently organize my thoughts. I know that I am completely devastated over the play. I didn't talk about it.... never really talk about anything really. I've put 4 years into theater. Trying to be involved even though I wouldn't make it. Show the director that I'm a good sport ( Read more... )

She looked down at the bleeding, sore covered, skeleton of hands hands that did not belong to her with the sunken, hallowed eyes that did not belong to her. The cold open was threatening. These feet had not a shoe in this icy place. This place was frozen. Feelings frozen. Time Frozen. Preserved in the still frame. She saw in scales of black and ( Read more... )

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The cool rain helped to stay her mind as she walked to her car. She looked around and shivered. The cold drops pelted her face but it felt good. She looked out at the world from her hood. Something about the rain had always helped calm the rage inside of her. It couldn't take away the sting of the day however. When she reached her car she unlocked ( Read more... )

I feel so at peace. The world seems a peace around me. For a while it felt like everything was so ill at ease just briming tward a difficult end. My nightmares have ended again. Which can only mean well for a while. I hate my nightmares, and I hate when they come true. I was having nightmares of world war III ... They have stopped but I can't help ( Read more... )

I find it funny how people are ( Read more... )

I have a feeling that my fatal flaw is getting in the way of me moving on past things in my life... I don't know what it is. I'm to close to fix myself. I cant just look into myself and smooth the clay and everything is better. I suppose if I knew what my fatal flaw was I could prevent it from being "fatal" This is all just silly rambeling ofcource ( Read more... )

I want them to know by my tears they won. I want them to know what they won. They won my confidence. They won my pitty. They won my the very beats from my heart ( Read more... )