When your life is fucked, how do you fix it. How do you get it back on the right track, back to something more normal. How do you change your mind so it doesn't bother you, that's what I need. If anyone has answers........let me know.

This week has been crazy! In both good ways and bad. My life is out of control right now and all I can do is try to deal with it. It seems like I deal with a lot of friends problems, or am not apart of ones i want to be part of. Jenna is having trouble with Hakki, and Em with Brett. I just don't know what to do with them. I have my own issues ( Read more... )

I don't know how to react
I am so sick of this
I wish this was a suprise
But it's not
It's old

My best friend could be moving away. Not across town, not to a neighboring state, but to the southern most one. Florida. He could be moving to Florida. He has told me that his parents talked about this before and he seemed excited. When he first told me I really didn't think anything would become of it, and kinda blew it off. Probably because ( Read more... )

This morning I woke up to my dad's voice comming over my phone. He asked where I was and I said in my room. He said for me to come down to the lobby! So, I got dressed in a hurry and went downstairs. My mom and dad were both there for a suprise visit!!! I was very very happy and also very suprised. I brought them up to my extreamly messy room ( Read more... )

To day is Valentines Day and let me tell you, it wasn't totally bad. I was worried that the day would suck, that I would sit and dwell on how lame my life is and how no one will ever love me for me...blah, blah (I do that enough on regular days!). So the day started off we Jenna and I going down to Washington DC's Design Center. The Design ( Read more... )

So I woke up today at around 10. My day started off as usual again, which you are aware of because of the previous entry. So I am in bed still watching my problematic river friends duke their problems out while try to deal with my own thoughts and feelings. I am in a weird mood and have been all week. I don't have class until 3:30 so I intend ( Read more... )

Damn this website. I just typed in my entry, and then it erased it before I clicked save. Here I go again ( Read more... )