Hey ladies

[emnash17]

So it has been forever since we have hung out. Not becasue of lack of attempts though. I feel sooooo shity about not being able to go to chicago with you guys. So this is going to be the deep journal entry, just to let you know in advance. I feel soooo guilty that I am not going to chicago with you guys, but I am going to chicago with Sam and

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[mesmerized24601]

WOW a Live Journal therapy sesion. hmmmmm this is tough because i would say that I never feel that way but the fact that you bring it up makes me think that there is something to it, does that make since. Look we all have other friends they are there at school with you and its school so i dont expect you to invite us frankley i wouldnt go, hehehe I do hope that if after school you guys stay friends that we could all hang out together, you know like we all went out with magda or natasha even tonya. I would hate to hear no i cant go see xmovie with you because im going to see it with julie. That would be like me calling you up and saying hey im going to see drs with natasha tommorow, that would just be rude, but school and school time things i understand. 10000

Hey girly...

[baremysoul_1]

Soooooo a deep rooted LJ entry, its gettin' serious now!! Well, all I can say is that I totally understand being really busy, I was there once too, and I was only going to school and working part time and I could have DIED, by the end of the day, so don't ya worry about school things consuming your every last minute I totally understand

Im baack

[mesmerized24601]

Ok for some reason I have been thinking about this post of yours all night, and had a dream that we were all in this big fight about something and i was really mad but couldnt figure out why. The good thing about lj is that you can say things more freely than you may say them to someones face, the bad thing is that you never know how the things are really meant to be taken and you dont get instant feedback like you would in a conversation. Frankley emily it really worries me that this worries you, because like I said, they and us are your friends and if you are the one to see a problem then there probly is one. Like mairsa and i were over tashis all day the other day and out with magda a few days before and i never felt any guilt about you not bieng there ya know. There would only be guilt for me if I choose them over you, if i was supposed to go to dinner with you and cancelled to go with magda. I think the only problem we all have in our friendship is good communication. Ive said it efore and i will say it again i dont think

here i am

[mesmerized24601]

BLECH i dont know what else to type but i feel like there are a million things left to be said, i just need to know your responce before i know what those things are. There is no need to making [me]you just wipe out a day a week, or evening , so that we can hang out. this should be a friendship not an appointment, if you mean a day that you are not doing school work that you can have to just relax and hang out i understand but if you mean "i need at least one day to not hang out with the more fun two of my friends so that marisa and michelle dont feel left out" then i have a problem with it. Look I am in this friendship for the long run i plan on you standing up in my wedding so dont fuck this up over some silly stuff, just be honest with us and yourself! And them. I think you are the type that wants to please everyone, like me, I think that if WE would of thought ahead this chicago thing could of been prevented, and I think that that sucks big time but oh well what are we going to do now? there is nothing to do exept suck up

wow

[mesmerized24601]

I think that is the most responses you have ever had and i just needed to get one more in so that if you ever do one of those meter things i can ensure my victory and to say that i read my post over and i am really afraid of how you are going to read it so i hope you are smiling right now :)and now!

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