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[emo_143]

Why am I always the understanding friend? If I can relate to how you are feeling it is most likely because I feel that way about you and you don't even realize it. Why can't you get that through your bloody head? I mean of course I don't make it extremely obvious, I do try to hide it because I'm afraid of what you'll think, but Jesus Christ, I do

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[__emojournal]

Are you talking about Spencer or someone else? And if so, who?

[emo_143]

Think about it for a bit and I am sure you8 will figure it out.

[__emojournal]

Well the way you said that makes me think that you're probably referring to me. In which case, I don't blame you at all and I apologize for not figuring it out sooner. But please, if it is me you're talking about, you shouldn't be afraid of what I or anyone else will think about what you say or how you feel about them. I mean, you probably don't wanna go be a completely obnoxious bitch about it like I tend to handle things, but that doesn't mean you should hold everything in and just try to ignore it. So you don't ever have to worry about telling me about anything like that. I can't promise I won't I feel kind of hurt about it for a short bit, but I'm sure I'll soon stop myself and think "god, I'm being such a fucking idiot, wtf is wrong with me" and get over it. I probably won't directly apologize because people like me are usually too proud to apologize about things like that, even when it's one of our best friends. But I promise I'll be sorry

[emo_143]

It's not you. Don't worry. If I had something to say to you I would have no problem telling you.